“at least our imagination, which perpetually figures them to us by the desire we have of seeing them again, makes us think so. By a peculiar power love can make that seem life itself which, as soon as the loved object returns, is nothing but a little canvas and flat colour. I have your picture in my room; I never pass it without stopping to look at it; and yet when you are present with me I scarce ever cast my eyes on it. If a picture, which is but a mute representation of an object, can give such pleasure, what cannot letters inspire? They have souls; they can speak; they have in them all that force which expresses the transports of the heart; they have all the fire of our passions, they can raise them as much as if the persons themselves were present; they have all the tenderness and the delicacy of speech, and sometimes even a boldness of expression beyond it.”

Heloise to Abelard, Letter II, p.25 (1901)

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Twice upon a time.

Twice upon a time.

Isabella was sitting by the lamp with the green light, staring at her book.

With her mother visiting her older sister at a nearby city and her brother working till late,  it was awfully quite around the house. She would have gone for a walk, but the rain kept her indoors, thinking about him.

She felt great relief when found out that he was back in town. She could not wait to see him again. She asked her maid to occupy her stepfather so she can leave through the kitchen door. She quickly walked through the garden and into the small forest behind the house.

She kept walking as fast as she could through the fields until she got to the place where they used to meet. There she waited until she heard steps approaching. Not being sure if it was him, she pulled her coat over her head, and remained still in the dark. She felt the steps right behind her. She stopped breathing.

The sound of the steps started fading away…

As she uncovered her face she saw the shadow of a man walking away across the fields.

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“I have already begun to forget about the house with the mezzanine, and

only now and then, when I am working or reading, suddenly–without rhyme

or reason–I remember the green light in the window, and the sound of my

own footsteps as I walked through the fields that night..”

From the : House with the Mezzanine (P. Chekhov)

 

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